Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta
Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa
Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku
Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada
cuba le korang try pasang tetambah di waktu pagi yang hening..wow..
memang terus boleh bangun pagi..finally aku kiranye dah boleh le bangun and tidur dengan
waktu yang normal hour.selalunye by this time aku masih struggle untuk tidur..but semalam
by 12.30am aku terus paksa jugak diri aku untuk tidur,kosongkan minda kononnye untuk tidur.and it's work.sangat happy.seriously.
so banyak benda untuk di buat and untuk di fikir dalam hidup ini instead of kerja..cari duit earning money bak kater my friends.i'm not sure still..maybe aku dah terlalu leka sangat untuk selama ini.
tak nampak or buat-buat tak nampak..semua di depan mata aku blurkan..tak mahu ambil tahu. "ignorance is bliss" but still i wonder why it happens...
hehehe..ok aku pun tak tau ape yg aku tulis..but dear friends...finally ko dah kejutkan aku bangun untuk 7 years ago nye tidur..thanks.really appreciated...you know who you are? heheh cam oscar larknye speech...
btw my favourite song for this month adalah travis: it's always rain on me n nidji: laskar pelangi..and now i change it to this song: warkah.. ;) nice...
so nothing much to do lately..or actually banyak sangat nak buat..just tak sure nak buat mane satu..
sekarang ni i write my blog with terabur-terabur ayat juga terabur-terabur cerita coz what i writing now only keluar directly from my mind..sorry for the mess.. ;)
so fokus...
today got lots to do: of course pegi keje. 4 new server came in: pasang the server, install, maintain that;s what i do..i just suka the pasang and install part i don't like to maintain kind of boring part..
bak kater al pacino dalam 88 minutes : i can't afford emotional attachments. hihi takde sangkut paut ngan server pun..anyway..nak kena g baiki keta today. my car sound really bad lately...macam all the engine going to explode..owh hopefully not.
buy cat food and her stuff..btw my kitten are pregs..huhuh pregs...yeah i'm going to be an aunt..aiceh..hopefully can get a nice small kitten..cute,cute..
kemas all my stuff in my room..really mess books everywhere.paper everywhere.
should i buying new shoes.i like that shoes..huhuhu..not sure yet..but i have to buy sport shoes.last time it spoilt when i join PIC at Perhentian.there goes my favourite running shoes.
i should go to ikea buy small table for my stuff also a desk lights.i still can't sleep in the dark.
afraid of dark..hhmm...when can i stand not afraid of dark..oh talking about dark finally i manage to watch ghost stories..huhuh last few days i manage to settle all my movie (ghost movies) yeyeye..even got crawling ghost scary but mat salleh movie only..asian movie still can't watch it alone.need some time..huhuhu.also i already manage to settle and clear out some of the disk..i need space for my hard disk.for all series of Gilmore GIrls.I love the girls. Grey's Anatomy i slow down a little bit too much depressing part.Izzie are going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeee...oh i don't like dying part.It's rip my heart..aiceh...so let alone with Grey's, i think i had enough of Grey's. I need more happy and fun and funny series.Californication not work coz to many 18sx action but it's quite funny.Maybe i still can handle Gossip Girl with all their glamorous thing and new hot guy for Sarina,with all their new nice clothes.Heroes is complicated,boring lately.Prison Break also.not getting much more attention to me lately.Oh btw i manage to download Anne of Green Gables,Wizard Of Oz and Alice in Wonderland..yazee...very happy. ;)
ok enough about movies and drama.so i'm off..
Btw Congratulation to Miss Lucy and Miss Nazreen for their wedding and engagement.Goodluck with your new phase of life.. ;) Happy Ever After. .
chios
