The Illusionist -- Love Hurts (Spoilers!)

Love Hurts by Incubus

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder

Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Without love I won't survive

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive
Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive

Disney Channel Games - Shine

Shine

Get up get up get up get up
Lift your head
C'mon C'mon
Get up out of bed
Today's the day you hold the world with
your song

Go now go now go now
Help ascalate
Angels come down, help with this parade
To hear your voice ring out
C'mon and shout out and let you song be
heard

Chorus:
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting
for
All the world will stop to watch you shine

Hey now hey now hey now hey now
Sing your hymn
This is the new national anthem
We will all stand on guard to let you be
heard

Let go let go let go
All the cannons
How beautiful this world has become
Now everyone will see what i believe that
these words should be sung

Chorus:
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting
for
All the world will stop to watch you shine
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting
for
All the world will stop to watch you shine

And if you fall
And if you fall
And if you trust then yes it will come true

Hey hey yeah

Chorus:
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting
for
All the world will stop to watch you shine
This is the time
This is the day that we've been waiting
for

hari yang sangap

kehadapan rakan2 sekalian..wa hari ni hari sangap sedunia.tak pernah aku rasa sesangap ni
rasa nak terjun kolam je..nak buat kerja pun malas...nak jumpa orang pun malas...apekah perlu aku buat..agaknye asyik ingat bercuti n berjalan saja kot...
lepas tu susah hati gemok macam nak mati..wa ape patut buat...
ish ish..
sekian...

hari yang bosan, sangap lagi menggemokkan ;(

bali trip

seronot....kaget n nyaman...tak mampu di ucap dengan kata2 dong.....

p/s: more photo : check my flickr....daaaa

Wishing all my Chinese friends, my bosses, my collegues a very Happy New Year.

Have a safe journey home (if you're travelling), lots of ang pow (if you're single), more money (if you gamble) and much good food to fill your tummies.

p/s: dear boss : i want angpow......

Busy day

I know that paan jeles dengan blog aku yang kononnye banyak entry post tapi sebenarnye merapik..btw first thing first i'm really busy with work especially...sangat penat banyak benda kena buat and cover..really....and last tuesday abang macho pah bedah and kak kiah panggil aku masuk bile siap tutup pintu lagi..waa dia pun kasi kater2 semangat and kasi macam 2 kater lagi le kat aku..semangat sikit aku kerja..hihihi btw boss aku takde g paris..jalan sakan minah tu
and aku dah settle satu po ..aku drop po tu selamba sebab byk rugi dari untung..
kiranye utk kerja banyak sikit le kemajuan eheheh...KPI aku pun memberangsangkan jugak
terima kasih boss..;) tu kadang2 sayang aku nak tinggalkan kompeni ni...
nextweek aku nak g holiday yehaaa...btw semalam pun baru balik dari bukit tinggi..penat2
drive all the way......ini bukit tinggi pahang bukan sumatera ya dong...
oh chiow...

p/s: takziah untuk nazreen dah keluarga atas pemergiaan ayahanda tersayang.....
dont worry girl be strong..we always be with you..take care

Singapore trip

24th Dec-26Dec 2006 - Singapore trip

Nice trip,nice people,nice country,nice taxi cab rate,nice mustafa,nice roommate,nice hostel,nice aljunied,nice city hall,nice orcheds road,nice nasi ayam goreng penyek,nice s.shamsuddin,nice raining,nice train cabin first class-->ade orang nyesal ni,nice travel mate.

Enjoy the pics from my flicr.

Chiow..

Dead Poets Society

* Singapore gang* tarbus not in the picture sbb dia yang tangkap* ;)

We are dreaming of tomorrow,and tomorrow isnt coming,
We are dreaming of a glory that we don't really want,
We are dreaming of a new day when the new day's here already,
We are running from the battle when it's one that must be fought,
We are listening for the calling but never really heeding,
Hoping for the future when the future's only plans,
Dreaming of the wisdom that we are dodging daily,
Praying for a savior when salvations in our hands,
And still we sleep,and still we pray,and still we fear.

Seven Wonders

The Seven Wonders of the Ancient World

Listed in order of their construction, the seven wonders are:

Wonder	Date	Builder	Destroyed	Cause
Great Pyramid of Giza	2650-2500 BC	Egyptians	still standing	N/A
Hanging Gardens of Babylon	600 BC	Babylonians	after 1st century BC	earthquake
Temple of Artemis at Ephesus	550 BC	Lydians, Persians, Greeks	356 BC	fire
Statue of Zeus at Olympia	435 BC	Greeks	5th-6th centuries AD	fire
Mausoleum of Maussollos at Halicarnassus	351 BC	Persians, Greeks	by 1494 AD	earthquake
Colossus of Rhodes	292-280 BC	Hellenistic Greece	224 BC	earthquake
Lighthouse of Alexandria	3rd century BC	Hellenistic Egypt	1303-1480 AD	earthquake

Seven Wonders lists about the Middle Ages

Stonehenge
Colosseum
Catacombs of Kom el Shoqafa
Greatwall of China
Porcelain Tower of Nanjing
Hagia Sophia
Leaning Tower of Pisa

* Cairo Citadel
Ely Cathedra
Taj Mahal
Cluny Abbey


p/s: i'm wonders if i can see all this ....i just manage see only one-> Hagia Sophia -Turkey ;)

New Year Resolution

Berdiri

Bagaikan bangun dari igauan derita dulu kutinggalkan tiada mesranya senyuman cerita baru kumulakan Dulu kau pernah ku percaya aku insan istimewa satu di antara berjuta dan kini lihatlah Berdiri aku di sini takkan tewas takkan ku menyerah diri selagi sepi hati belum tercapai aku takkan berhenti dapatkah kau merasa hangatnya semangatku bagai bercahaya berdiri aku di sini melangkah menuju gemilang pasti Masih segar di dalam ingatan jalan yang penuh kepahitan aku harungi dengan tabah dan kini lihatlah tapi semua ini tetap kumiliki tanpamu disisiku memberikan kasihmu selalu Berdiri aku di sini takkan tewas takkan ku menyerah diri

p/s: i 'm going back to my hometown for Hari Raya Aidiladha,have a long holiday again,release.
Goodbye 2006,Welcome 2007.

What is my new year resolution...? hhmm
just watch... ;)

i'm off

i'm off for a long holiday. merry christmas n happy holidays..
cya guys...

my first new comic+i love raining

hihihih today is wonderful.....
raining..

6.23pm

Now is 6.23pm...patutnye nak blk dah ni..gerakkkk..btw today im still gemok..i eat 2 fast food (mcd for breakfast,should not follow hakim,eh nope he following me actually,i just want to buy a wrapers for awang,he forgot to wrap his cristmas gift..hhhmm) than beli wraper sampai boleh makan mcd lark..then lunch lark kfc..accidently follow my collegue..argghh i cannot say NO..y..damn damn...ok forget about it..its past..still berlemak my perot anyway..
last weekend i manage to do maybe 3 from my things to do list :
1)wash my car
2)buy compass- not in the list but i really need it
3)do laundry

hahah only that i can do for 2 days
lazy fiez
anyway i enjoy last nite for a free show at bangsar (m.nasir and amy search performance are superb)beside bullying rizkie for serve us his subway food..... ;)
daaa....mau balik..

flickr

new website link for my pictures..memandangkan textamerica dah tamak so aku terpaksa beralih arah menggunakan flickr..best jugak..so this is the new link..enjoy...tak byk pic lagi tak sempat n agak malas hehehe...

magicdoor...

diving trip

saya ade lesen menyelam...yes yes..hehe akhirnya salah satu impian utk tahun ini tercapai jua...
first experience menyelam horror gile...macam ape yang sherry cakap..first experience itu penting..horror...aku sesat dalam laut sengsorang dalam 5 min jugak le....citer dia macam ni...
pagi tu kitorg tolak dari jetty lumut. naik boat tongkang je..pada sesiapa yang mabuk laut kesian jugak..trip kali ni cuma 4 orang je student...so bile sampai kat pulau 9 nasib kitaorang tak baik sangat..air gelap gelita..uncle chen merangkap instructor aku kater ade 2 type je either air tu hitam n gelap gile tak clear or cerah gile..so nasib kitaorg tak baik...maka gelap gile then kitaorg buat first dive .....current dahle kuat....so dengan gelapnye satu hal..uncle chen ckp ni utk buat advance license pun lepas sbb sangat susah dive dlm gelap..orang sebelah ko pun ko tak nampak so terpaksa le berpegangan tangan di dalam laut..amy ilang masa first dive gile aku n brader gk cuak..iyele dalam laut ape2 leh jadi dahle kakak aku kater pulau 9 ni keras bukan sbb byk batu tapi tmpt org buang 'benda'..teng teng teng..then uncle chen lark ilang tapi datang kemudian ngan amy..pastu kitaorg pun buat suma test yang kitaorg belaja time kat pool kat situ cam buka mask dan safety test le...pastu sbb tempat tu agak shallow maka agak bergoyang le then kitaorg pun naik..amy muntah di laut sian gark le dia..mabuk time dive cool tak eheheh..
pastu kitaorg nak g second island..pulau 9 ni nama dia pulau 9 sbb byk pulau ade 9 pulau kat sini sbb tu panggil pulau 9...then kitaorg g pulau lain..so kat pulau tu lark agak dalam sikit.ingat nak buat second dive kat situ....tapi current kuat lark. bot ni pusing 2x pulau tu.....lepas tu uncle kitaorg ajak kitaorg g berenang ke pulau tu..memang memula tak le..gilos ape free swim..aku tak penah swim bodo2 je before ni tak yakin dekat 200m gark le dari boat ke pulau dalam satu hal n laut lark tu..kalau kena tarik hantu laut macam maner dahle current kuat..then assistant uncle chen 2 orang iban terjun aku tgk diaorg pun pancit semcm je...tetiba ade 2 student lagi terjun sorang budak pompuan n bapak dia.selamba...aku n amy terbeliak..alamak rugi tak terjun ni...teringin tapi takut...ntah ape kekuatan kitaorg dapat .amy yg pening n mabuk n baru pas muntah nak terjun..kitaorg paksa brader gk terjun sekali.maka kitaorg pun berenang cam orang gile ke pulau....time tu memang kalau mati..matile gamble gile..keje paling gile penah buat..time tu rela naik tahan lagi sekali...tapi dah terjun..so sambil berenang tu sambil mengoggle kan diri tgk ikan2 yang dalam kelam tu...then lepak kat pulau tu sambil baring2 memang nyamanle walaupun pulau tu tak seindah redang or tioman...pulau kecik je...so agak setengah jam membuang masa n snorkell sikit2 kat situ then masa untuk g kat boat balik..ish berenang balik kena lwn arus lark tu.. maha karya cinta betul..maka berenang le balik....
so pastu terus instructor ajak buat second dive..tempat ni dalam sikit....kitaorg pun kena ade check point n turun ikut sauh boat...sure telinga agak bengang...then second dive pun agak horror.lagi gelap dari first one..aku ikut je bontot uncle chen..amy n brader gk 2 org pegang tangan sambil dive diaorg dah ilang ke mana ntah..then time aku dok ralit2 tgk corel n ikan2(colorless ek) tp kena double check balik.tak silap aku bile ko dive dlm laut suma blaack n white tu yg aku nampak ke mater aku tak betul or laut tu gelap sangat aku pun tak sure..so ade landak laut n kerapu besar...corels yg bapak besar ok garkle...jerung je takde...minta simpang aku takut jerung ni..then tetiba amy n gk datang blkg aku n father n daughter pun follow then aku ternaik sikit dr paras aku swim n current terus tolak aku ..aku plg je shit...suma orang dah ilang..uncle chen pun dah ilang..uwaaa tak guna nangis dlm laut membazir air mata je...so aku pun gamble je swim konon nak kejar tapi haram tak jumpa diaorg..gile mengucap suma doa aku baca..paling horror dalam hidup aku lagi horro dr kena marah boss...aku pun agak 5min pusing kat situ then sambil tu tgk2 ape yg ade then bila sampai satu tmp cam gelap je kat depan tu damn cuak aku pandang atas nampak cahaya..waa itu bukan cahaya keimanan tapi cahaya matahari ish takle jadi ni aku tgk gauge aku ade 5min je tahan air aku baik aku naik dr tetiba aku sangkut ngan coral ke mati den...sementara tuhan still sayang kat aku..so aku pun naik slow2 telinga agak bengang le ape yg uncle chen ajar aku praktikkan betul tak belakang kira kalau dada aku pecah ..pecahle tapi ni not more than 100m kot aku rasale....patutnye aku kena buat stop check tu..hahah so aku naik slow2..then bila sampai kat atas tu walawei jauh gile boat aku..mamat2 atas boat tu pelik..eh dah naik..aku cakap aku sesat ahah diaorg gelakkan je kambing betul then sorang mamat iban asst uncle chen naik dia pun sesat ..dia kater kalau nak turun balik ikut tali sauh tu diarg kat situ..aku cam malas nak turun dah pening den..so aku lepak je agak 5min diaorg yg lain sorang2 naik ..merata2 suma agak sesat ahah kalut2
tapi tu experience paling takle blah n ok le. so apepun dah lulus pasni maybe nak join uncle chen n group g dive lagi...skrg uncle chen kat phuket g diving..seronok betul apek tu..aku salute dia dahle dia kasi kitaorg murah fees leh byr ansuran lark tu sambil boleh membully dia...ahahah
cool le uncle chen..apepun enjoy diving.... ;)
siapa nak amik license ckp le kat aku ..boleh aku introduce kat uncle chen.. ;)

things to do

this is my third entry..gile takde life kat opis hari ni..hahaha...
list to do : ayat keramat,aku suka buat list to do ,list to buy,budgetry tapi maybe 70% je ikut..especially list to do..list to buy selalunye 100% sebab selalu tergedik2 gark nak beli..apeleh buat saya hanya manusia biasa...anyway..
esok hari sabtu so banyak benda boleh buat.
this is my list ;)
1.) bangun pagi,mandi,pakai baju
2.) jogg
3.) makan roti canai+ teh tarik kat mamak seksyen 19 gemok seh ni * mugkin boleh delete list ni kalau tetiba insaf kejap..atau boleh ganti dengan makan nasi lemak
4.) laundry
5.) amik dry cleaning baju kat dobi dah sebulan hantar tak amik2 lagi after raya haritu.
6.)cuci kereta- tak cuci sendiri..tapi hantar kedai...rm8 dalam luar...vakum siap ;)
7.)study/buat kerja opis sikit@kerja tu byk tapi nak buat sikit je sebab malas...keje engineer aku tapi aku lark kena buat...actually kena belaja gark...mane tau nak tukar position ganti diaorg haahahah jahat gile...sbb suma keje aku kena buat... ;(
8.)g swimm kat stadium tu pun tgk kalau rajin
9.)g jumpa doctor - appointment last week dah miss
10.)melepak tak wajib kalau tak weekend ni sure kena keluar
11.)teman my sis pegi cari barang dia..janji lastweek tapi dia mengada-nganda n terhengeh2 so tundah this week.
12.)baca my magazine yg 2 bulan last edition tak sempat baca n buku citer yang bertimbun - timbun tak habis lagi tu...
this is the list..series tak tipu ade kat rak kat dalam bilik....ish ade gark 2 buku paan..kahkah
tatau letak mana ade lagi kot.... ;)

my book list yang tak baca-baca lagi :

i'm fat

this is my second entry.rajin lark...btw saya adelah budak yang gemok sekarang ini..saya makan tidak henti-henti..mungkin esok saya akan start training..bukan training tapi jogging sikit-sikit.
sikit-sikit je keliling rumah..kah kah...ish susah hati ni..suma baju dah tak muat... ;(
takpe-takpe target next year before february kena kurus... ;)lalalala saya budak gemok

my new baby

walauwei..almost a month i'm not blogging..kater gigih berkerja..kerja le sangat..anyway im blogging at my office..where nobody in the office rite now,i have many work that still pending and i'm lazy like hell...; ( ...im a phase of depression and stressful coz my needs for food macam orang gile..baru je lepas makan nasi goreng+bihun goreng + sandwich telur that i can't tolak..ish ish..scary.btw im still happy coz my wish list for ini tahun especially for thingy that i want to buy terhajat..yabedabedu...kegembiraan kecil di sebalik kesedihan melampau..teng teng..


1.)my new travel scrabble - layan boleh main atas gunung jugak..so trip mana-mana boleh bawa.nak ubah tradisi main uno..kae sure kantoi ni keh keh...

2.) my new green karrimor - anyway its green.its cheap but not made in uk but made in china.i dont mind,but this is the bag yang i idam-idamkan.instead membeli deuter yg mahal n besar,this is fit to me that i can bring to my next journey...akan di rasmikan for coming christmas trip ;)


3.) colorful lesportsac- i like this bag.its can fit everything..my big camera,my storybooks,my purse,my hp,organiser,its look small but its can fit everything...wonder...test le..n some more its cheap keh keh rm29.00 sapa leh kasi bang..cam original..rugi nemyah ko tak beli...i have one lesportsac its from my dad,he bought from beijing..maha mahal n sayang nak guna..thats y i dont like beli mahal stuff coz i will guna like nobody business...its going to koyak,robak or buruk later...so sayang...


4.)my new mac apple...this is my bestest new baby...i love it.i sleep with it...i adore it..
but my boss say if im not impress him even my mac cannot help me...tak lawak..ayat ugut dari dia..actually my boss is garang but funny in other way..in his own style that tak siapa paham.


im happy.....this is the penutup for this year...
only left a few days for new year coming..im old but im still happy
hahahahha...