what if

mode: hate me-blue october...
after balik raya..im breakdown...really bad...i think almost a year im not breakdown..(since final project)
but this is the worse ones,but manage to handle it with a few friends come n sit n company me.give a little chit chat n their know really know that i'm not going to take their advice...sorry people...but last monday..i take one of my dear friend advice .thank to you.."u have to give whatever the best to people around you and not hoping back..hoping that their can give it back same as or not giving anything..its hurt,its terkilan,its confuse....maybe that's y people always put the wall first before everything or anything happen..we can called that kind of people "chicken" but we dont know what happen to them last time or etc etc.....their run away..because their dont want to hurt the people surronding them,they dont want to hurt that people.its better run..its better make yourself hurt..its better...
but what if...its turning back..turning back or reverse action to the people..hows it going to happen..how...but everything its what if...
life goes on...trying hard....surviving....
its hurf when its happen..u swallow it...u puke it back..u swallow it again n again..its still the same taste....
happiness will keep u sweet,trials make u strong, sorrow keeps u humble,success keeps u glowing...and Allah s.w.t keeps u going...
take care friends...i luv u guys.....