Friday, December 15, 2006

diving trip


saya ade lesen menyelam...yes yes..hehe akhirnya salah satu impian utk tahun ini tercapai jua...
first experience menyelam horror gile...macam ape yang sherry cakap..first experience itu penting..horror...aku sesat dalam laut sengsorang dalam 5 min jugak le....citer dia macam ni...
pagi tu kitorg tolak dari jetty lumut. naik boat tongkang je..pada sesiapa yang mabuk laut kesian jugak..trip kali ni cuma 4 orang je student...so bile sampai kat pulau 9 nasib kitaorang tak baik sangat..air gelap gelita..uncle chen merangkap instructor aku kater ade 2 type je either air tu hitam n gelap gile tak clear or cerah gile..so nasib kitaorg tak baik...maka gelap gile then kitaorg buat first dive .....current dahle kuat....so dengan gelapnye satu hal..uncle chen ckp ni utk buat advance license pun lepas sbb sangat susah dive dlm gelap..orang sebelah ko pun ko tak nampak so terpaksa le berpegangan tangan di dalam laut..amy ilang masa first dive gile aku n brader gk cuak..iyele dalam laut ape2 leh jadi dahle kakak aku kater pulau 9 ni keras bukan sbb byk batu tapi tmpt org buang 'benda'..teng teng teng..then uncle chen lark ilang tapi datang kemudian ngan amy..pastu kitaorg pun buat suma test yang kitaorg belaja time kat pool kat situ cam buka mask dan safety test le...pastu sbb tempat tu agak shallow maka agak bergoyang le then kitaorg pun naik..amy muntah di laut sian gark le dia..mabuk time dive cool tak eheheh..
pastu kitaorg nak g second island..pulau 9 ni nama dia pulau 9 sbb byk pulau ade 9 pulau kat sini sbb tu panggil pulau 9...then kitaorg g pulau lain..so kat pulau tu lark agak dalam sikit.ingat nak buat second dive kat situ....tapi current kuat lark. bot ni pusing 2x pulau tu.....lepas tu uncle kitaorg ajak kitaorg g berenang ke pulau tu..memang memula tak le..gilos ape free swim..aku tak penah swim bodo2 je before ni tak yakin dekat 200m gark le dari boat ke pulau dalam satu hal n laut lark tu..kalau kena tarik hantu laut macam maner dahle current kuat..then assistant uncle chen 2 orang iban terjun aku tgk diaorg pun pancit semcm je...tetiba ade 2 student lagi terjun sorang budak pompuan n bapak dia.selamba...aku n amy terbeliak..alamak rugi tak terjun ni...teringin tapi takut...ntah ape kekuatan kitaorg dapat .amy yg pening n mabuk n baru pas muntah nak terjun..kitaorg paksa brader gk terjun sekali.maka kitaorg pun berenang cam orang gile ke pulau....time tu memang kalau mati..matile gamble gile..keje paling gile penah buat..time tu rela naik tahan lagi sekali...tapi dah terjun..so sambil berenang tu sambil mengoggle kan diri tgk ikan2 yang dalam kelam tu...then lepak kat pulau tu sambil baring2 memang nyamanle walaupun pulau tu tak seindah redang or tioman...pulau kecik je...so agak setengah jam membuang masa n snorkell sikit2 kat situ then masa untuk g kat boat balik..ish berenang balik kena lwn arus lark tu.. maha karya cinta betul..maka berenang le balik....
so pastu terus instructor ajak buat second dive..tempat ni dalam sikit....kitaorg pun kena ade check point n turun ikut sauh boat...sure telinga agak bengang...then second dive pun agak horror.lagi gelap dari first one..aku ikut je bontot uncle chen..amy n brader gk 2 org pegang tangan sambil dive diaorg dah ilang ke mana ntah..then time aku dok ralit2 tgk corel n ikan2(colorless ek) tp kena double check balik.tak silap aku bile ko dive dlm laut suma blaack n white tu yg aku nampak ke mater aku tak betul or laut tu gelap sangat aku pun tak sure..so ade landak laut n kerapu besar...corels yg bapak besar ok garkle...jerung je takde...minta simpang aku takut jerung ni..then tetiba amy n gk datang blkg aku n father n daughter pun follow then aku ternaik sikit dr paras aku swim n current terus tolak aku ..aku plg je shit...suma orang dah ilang..uncle chen pun dah ilang..uwaaa tak guna nangis dlm laut membazir air mata je...so aku pun gamble je swim konon nak kejar tapi haram tak jumpa diaorg..gile mengucap suma doa aku baca..paling horror dalam hidup aku lagi horro dr kena marah boss...aku pun agak 5min pusing kat situ then sambil tu tgk2 ape yg ade then bila sampai satu tmp cam gelap je kat depan tu damn cuak aku pandang atas nampak cahaya..waa itu bukan cahaya keimanan tapi cahaya matahari ish takle jadi ni aku tgk gauge aku ade 5min je tahan air aku baik aku naik dr tetiba aku sangkut ngan coral ke mati den...sementara tuhan still sayang kat aku..so aku pun naik slow2 telinga agak bengang le ape yg uncle chen ajar aku praktikkan betul tak belakang kira kalau dada aku pecah ..pecahle tapi ni not more than 100m kot aku rasale....patutnye aku kena buat stop check tu..hahah so aku naik slow2..then bila sampai kat atas tu walawei jauh gile boat aku..mamat2 atas boat tu pelik..eh dah naik..aku cakap aku sesat ahah diaorg gelakkan je kambing betul then sorang mamat iban asst uncle chen naik dia pun sesat ..dia kater kalau nak turun balik ikut tali sauh tu diarg kat situ..aku cam malas nak turun dah pening den..so aku lepak je agak 5min diaorg yg lain sorang2 naik ..merata2 suma agak sesat ahah kalut2
tapi tu experience paling takle blah n ok le. so apepun dah lulus pasni maybe nak join uncle chen n group g dive lagi...skrg uncle chen kat phuket g diving..seronok betul apek tu..aku salute dia dahle dia kasi kitaorg murah fees leh byr ansuran lark tu sambil boleh membully dia...ahahah
cool le uncle chen..apepun enjoy diving.... ;)
siapa nak amik license ckp le kat aku ..boleh aku introduce kat uncle chen.. ;)

things to do

this is my third entry..gile takde life kat opis hari ni..hahaha...
list to do : ayat keramat,aku suka buat list to do ,list to buy,budgetry tapi maybe 70% je ikut..especially list to do..list to buy selalunye 100% sebab selalu tergedik2 gark nak beli..apeleh buat saya hanya manusia biasa...anyway..
esok hari sabtu so banyak benda boleh buat.
this is my list ;)
1.) bangun pagi,mandi,pakai baju
2.) jogg
3.) makan roti canai+ teh tarik kat mamak seksyen 19 gemok seh ni * mugkin boleh delete list ni kalau tetiba insaf kejap..atau boleh ganti dengan makan nasi lemak
4.) laundry
5.) amik dry cleaning baju kat dobi dah sebulan hantar tak amik2 lagi after raya haritu.
6.)cuci kereta- tak cuci sendiri..tapi hantar kedai...rm8 dalam luar...vakum siap ;)
7.)study/buat kerja opis sikit@kerja tu byk tapi nak buat sikit je sebab malas...keje engineer aku tapi aku lark kena buat...actually kena belaja gark...mane tau nak tukar position ganti diaorg haahahah jahat gile...sbb suma keje aku kena buat... ;(
8.)g swimm kat stadium tu pun tgk kalau rajin
9.)g jumpa doctor - appointment last week dah miss
10.)melepak tak wajib kalau tak weekend ni sure kena keluar
11.)teman my sis pegi cari barang dia..janji lastweek tapi dia mengada-nganda n terhengeh2 so tundah this week.
12.)baca my magazine yg 2 bulan last edition tak sempat baca n buku citer yang bertimbun - timbun tak habis lagi tu...
this is the list..series tak tipu ade kat rak kat dalam bilik....ish ade gark 2 buku paan..kahkah
tatau letak mana ade lagi kot.... ;)

my book list yang tak baca-baca lagi :

i'm fat

this is my second entry.rajin lark...btw saya adelah budak yang gemok sekarang ini..saya makan tidak henti-henti..mungkin esok saya akan start training..bukan training tapi jogging sikit-sikit.
sikit-sikit je keliling rumah..kah kah...ish susah hati ni..suma baju dah tak muat... ;(
takpe-takpe target next year before february kena kurus... ;)lalalala saya budak gemok

my new baby

walauwei..almost a month i'm not blogging..kater gigih berkerja..kerja le sangat..anyway im blogging at my office..where nobody in the office rite now,i have many work that still pending and i'm lazy like hell...; ( ...im a phase of depression and stressful coz my needs for food macam orang gile..baru je lepas makan nasi goreng+bihun goreng + sandwich telur that i can't tolak..ish ish..scary.btw im still happy coz my wish list for ini tahun especially for thingy that i want to buy terhajat..yabedabedu...kegembiraan kecil di sebalik kesedihan melampau..teng teng..


1.)my new travel scrabble - layan boleh main atas gunung jugak..so trip mana-mana boleh bawa.nak ubah tradisi main uno..kae sure kantoi ni keh keh...

2.) my new green karrimor - anyway its green.its cheap but not made in uk but made in china.i dont mind,but this is the bag yang i idam-idamkan.instead membeli deuter yg mahal n besar,this is fit to me that i can bring to my next journey...akan di rasmikan for coming christmas trip ;)


3.) colorful lesportsac- i like this bag.its can fit everything..my big camera,my storybooks,my purse,my hp,organiser,its look small but its can fit everything...wonder...test le..n some more its cheap keh keh rm29.00 sapa leh kasi bang..cam original..rugi nemyah ko tak beli...i have one lesportsac its from my dad,he bought from beijing..maha mahal n sayang nak guna..thats y i dont like beli mahal stuff coz i will guna like nobody business...its going to koyak,robak or buruk later...so sayang...


4.)my new mac apple...this is my bestest new baby...i love it.i sleep with it...i adore it..
but my boss say if im not impress him even my mac cannot help me...tak lawak..ayat ugut dari dia..actually my boss is garang but funny in other way..in his own style that tak siapa paham.


im happy.....this is the penutup for this year...
only left a few days for new year coming..im old but im still happy
hahahahha...

Friday, November 03, 2006

what if

mode: hate me-blue october...
after balik raya..im breakdown...really bad...i think almost a year im not breakdown..(since final project)
but this is the worse ones,but manage to handle it with a few friends come n sit n company me.give a little chit chat n their know really know that i'm not going to take their advice...sorry people...but last monday..i take one of my dear friend advice .thank to you.."u have to give whatever the best to people around you and not hoping back..hoping that their can give it back same as or not giving anything..its hurt,its terkilan,its confuse....maybe that's y people always put the wall first before everything or anything happen..we can called that kind of people "chicken" but we dont know what happen to them last time or etc etc.....their run away..because their dont want to hurt the people surronding them,they dont want to hurt that people.its better run..its better make yourself hurt..its better...
but what if...its turning back..turning back or reverse action to the people..hows it going to happen..how...but everything its what if...
life goes on...trying hard....surviving....
its hurf when its happen..u swallow it...u puke it back..u swallow it again n again..its still the same taste....
happiness will keep u sweet,trials make u strong, sorrow keeps u humble,success keeps u glowing...and Allah s.w.t keeps u going...
take care friends...i luv u guys.....

Sunday, October 29, 2006

selamat hari raya aidilfitri 2006


selamat hari raya~ maaf zahir batin... ;)
raya tahun ni biasa-biasa saje
pagi semayang hari raya...tengahari lepak hari raya
sambil makan-makan hari raya...
paan n alan dari jauh datang bertandang....thanks guys
n the important thing i manage untuk pergi berhari raya
ke rumah my bestfriend for hari raya setelah tak berjumpa
almost a year..and after she get married..
its cool...not cool..im not sure....
meeting her husband...meeting her family so called my family angkat last time.
n finally i do my part already even ade sedikit mengcomplainkan diri..
which is i can't stop complain
everybody complain
its not called complain maybe but it's called curahan perasaan
different person...different approach..,maybe...
take care people n friends
i luv u guys...n selamat hari raya..maaf zahir batin....

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

bulan ramadhan

assalamualaikum,
kehadapan rakan-rakanku selamat berpuasa.
walaupun dah tengah bulan baru nak wish kira ok jugakle....
ramadhan tahun ni berbeza betul,banyak dugaan tetambah collegue sumanya agama lain
maka dengan itu ciri-ciri nak buka posa pun ade tapi nasib baik iman aku kuat lagi.
walaubagaimanapun,paling seronok sekali time buka posa le..suma tempat aku jelajahi.
tapi paling layan bile buka posa dengan kengkawan le..
n paling best kat planet.....dahle suma girls..melantak takle blah nye..
so im wanting for korean buffet this saturday..yehaaaaa.
makan lagi
baru je boss aku kater aku dah gemok ..hampeh
alamak niat di hati nak diet..macam mana ni..patutnye buka posa dengan air kosong+kismis je.....
hhmmm
tengok le camner...
chiow...tatau nak buat aper kat opis ;)
selamat berbuka..

Friday, September 08, 2006

stories





-merdeka celebration-
31st august 2006
-kitaorg melepak di cinemaleasure,damansara layan movie marathon...aku,nem,kae,kept n farihan.2 movie kitaorg tengok 'gong' n 'nachos libre'
tapi movie last tu aku ngan nem mmg layan tido.....penat balik dari kerja terus kuar..
celebration merdeka tahun ni biasa-biasa aje..dah tua memasing..lepak je le keje kitaorg bile lagi nak lepak ngan kengkawan, masing-masing ade hal masing-masing,sesekali jumpa meriah.

-sg sendat-
ni pulak lepak ngan gang-gang kembara....kitaorg menerjunkan diri di air terjun..sekor2 dah lama tak g air terjun agak excited le juga...best-best.....

-convocation 2nd sept 2006-
ni saat paling di tunggu-tunggu...memang berbaloi...
susah getir titik peluh bertahun-tahun hempas pulas belajar tunggang terbalik..akhirnya masing-masing berjaya menggengam seguluh ijazah--> series ayat melayu sastera lama....
seronok dapat gembirakan hati mak ayah...mungkin ini yang kita mampu balas akan jasa mereka di mana kita telah menghabiskan duit mereka dengan belajar sambil berjoli ;)
tahniah rerakan-----congrates...anda bergelar graduan

-sanadt's besday 7nd sept
klcc tgk movie indon my heart..series takleh blah..riuh rendah lark tu panggung..
citer ni bukan sedih jadi citer lawak lark..rasanye lepas ni kitaorg segerombolan takleh tgk dah citer indon...happy birthday sanadt..welcome to suku abad....
;)

Monday, August 14, 2006

i love rockstars



























p/s: taking colourful pictures and sky is my favourite..why? PEACEFUL .;)

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Being Twenty-Something

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop
going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a
lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not
like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in
a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where
you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe,
those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't
exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you
have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What
you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are
not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are
as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought
you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and
realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and
are scared. You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of
socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then
you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.
You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and
do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what
others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual
because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in
your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and
what is not. You are insecure and then secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel
alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and
you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize
that the past is drifting further and further away and there is
nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could
do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't
meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love
someone but maybe you can love someone else too and cannot
figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad
person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap
and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look
pathetic.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and
talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot
seem to make a decision. You worry about loans and money and the
future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race
would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates
to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times,
trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

p/s: forwarded email from my collegue... :)