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Today i spend almost RM200++ to buy a journal also Lonely Planet Egypt semangat punya pasal.I know i post the picture above look like poyo sikit..sorry....anyway sadly can't find moleskin journal anymore i'm not sure kena beli online ke sekarang ni sangat leceh bile nak beli barang online tapi tak deliver ke Malaysia sangat la lecehnye..Also i bought a set of Webster Small Dictionary discount for MPH card member.Murah giler and i got 8 small dictionary..i like.i  bought one black small sketch book..boleh lukis map ke ape ke..Also one small pocket book purple color.Banyak color lain lagi rasa nak collect all color.Also i bought a big journal brown color for me to practice my skill of writing.kononnye. also i bought one new travel journal,small one from Peter Pauper Press. http://www.peterpauper.com   Quit cheap and affordable.I already got one travel journal but i don't know everytime i step in a bookstore i will end up spending money to the things that i don't really need.But just happy with whatever i had..(ayat defensive)

Oh almost forgot i got a friend that always kutuk me being lady la.potong rambut la.pakai baju cam lady la,beli kasut cam lady la..and kutuk me in front of my colleague.i'm not sure i think she just jealous coz i'm pretty than her.definitely this is not perasan ok.she also kutuk i'm fat can't muat the kebaya etc etc.also make fun of me in front of my colleague..yeah guys always laugh with all this kind of joke.but i don't give a damn.and yesterday i'm proudly don't layan all the kutukan and just fell good with myself even she slimmer than me but i know i'm pretty than her,even she kutuk me don't have a a bf also i don't mind at all.at least i'm not desperatly trying to impress guy to cook and ask guy to stay even the guy is already taken..so desperatenye u..btw i'm not angry with her or don't have any hate or bad feelings to her.just pity to her.sometimes people do all this stuff to other people coz she/he lack of confidence and jealous.so i forgive u.good for me. ;)

Currently listen to : Warkah by Bau ( I like this song repeat and repeat again)

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ok i'm off now.tomorrow turun site to Port Klang..uwaa borings..anyway Selamat Hari Raya,drive safe.I'm off to Perak..yehaa balik kampung..