moved

moved

It's not the end of the world

Yup it's not the end of the world.I like this sentence,given by my good friend. You know who u are. ;) So when i think negatively i will repeat this sentence again and again,yup sound like crazy but it's work. Not more than a week we going to close 2008 and here come 2009.I welcome 2009 with my huge open arms.I hope its a good year for me also for others. Even it's make our age a year older. Hope it also make us more wiser and be a good person. I always make a revolution every year. Pen down in my new journal or diary every year. What thing to do,what thing to buy,where to go for next year. Everything. Some is get done,else is not. But you can't get it all. And it repeated or still remain in the diary for coming year. Sometimes the thing or wish list will grow year by year. People more hunger, more greedy. Never fell satisfy with all their have. Maybe last year i wrote down what i want for myself in this blog. But maybe this year i will keep it by myself. I got 2 new journal , Starbucks from my dad and also nice little black Moleskine from my sister and i happy to write all things in there.

Maybe im not writing here anymore....

Chiows..

p/s: gudluck to my little brother,make me and my parents proud for coming interview in storage team...huhuhu....i want my DSLR when u get the bonus..i knew you read my blog.. ;)

Btw Rocket Science movie is great. 

We learn till we die. we read till we collapse. it's nothing to do with age. age is nothing the important is imagination.-nobody

Also welcome to the new world. New baby boy from my uncle(23rd Dec) and from my cousin(22nd Nov).I got new baby cousin and nephew. Still in record i'm my opah little and youngest baby girl..hahah and i like it.... ;P

Cupcakes

I just want to promote this nice cupcakes made by my ex housemate at uni time also my brother's friend.Heheh..Now im introduce D Cupcakes.Look cute and delicious..heheh..promote baiknye...

You guys can find more info about the cupcakes at her blog.Check it out--->  D Cupcakes 

It's delicious and also cheap. ;)

shopping list

Last nite i fetch my parents n sister at the airport.They just arrived from Makassar.They spend a nite at my place.My cat really like my dad,he lick my dad head while he's sleeping and my dad hands.Seen funny,my dad love cats too.Anyway,this morning i send them to Puduraya.They took a bus back to Perak.Nothing much to write actually, but i had a great moment when us as a one family doesn't spend a lot of time together since everybody at KL.So this morning we hangout at mamak,had a chit chat.My mom chat about the trip non stop.My dad eat a lots,tose n nasi lemak.It seem quite a long time he didn't touch that kind of food coz his health condition.I take a half day.This evening i'm off to meet a few friends before that i have to do some shopping.

Shopping list :

1.)telur

2.)halia

3.)bawang merah kecil

4.)cili padi

5.)susu

6.)chispmore

7.)deodorant

8.)sabun basuh baju

9.)softener

10.)facial cleanser

p/s; dah takde keje sangat le ni kat opis..huhuh

Banana Pancakes

three days straight i had my bubur lazat.i know its funny coz i dunno how to make bubur.to measure the water.berapa banyak nak letak so last friday i made it..interesting and lazat.cewah.

so tomorrow im going to bake pancakes for breakfast.put some honey..yummie...

teringat banana pancake maha lazat kat bali.. ;)

Books List

Buku banyak tapi tatau nak start baca yang maner satu..

I start reading Heidi then stop at Chapter 3.Then i ready Anna Karenina now.

Btw here goes my list book to buy,but not now.Maybe nextyear..after i get rich.or maybe somebody like to donate or give me a present for new year eve,valentine days,birthday,hari raya or etc.Always welcome. ;) 

1.)Zlata's Diary

2.)Stolen voices

3.)Teach with your heart

4.)Anne of Green Gables

5.)Seabiscuit

6.)The Lovely Bones

7.)Into the forest

8.)Postwar

9.)Paris 1919

10.)The things they carried

11.)One for the road

12.)House of sand and fog

13.)The Fountainhead

14.)Howl

15.)The keep

16.)Sorry

17.)Lullabies for little criminals

18.)The Road Home

19.)Ripley's Game

20.)The Bell jar

21.)White teeth

22.)Into thin air

23.)War & Peace

24.)Doc Zhivago

25.)Lolita

26.)The geography of bliss

27.)Prozac Nation

28.)The solitaire mystery

29.)Ticket to ride

30.)Tis a memoir

31.)East of eden

32)The tale of two cities

33.)True story of kelly gang

34.)A long way gone

35.)We need to talk about Kevin

36.)A thousand splendid suns

37.)Autobiography of a face

38.)Truth & Beauty

39.)Cataloochee

40.)A Separate Peace

41.)Fahrenheit 451

42.)A trees grows in Brooklyn

43.)Once upon a day

44.)Veronica decides to die

45.)The Last lecture

46.)Nine Stories

47.)Anything by Iris Murdoch,Kahlil Gibran,Kafka,Michael Crichton,Michael Chabon,Nikolai Nekrasov

48.)A very easy death

49.)Ulysses

50.)Blindness

Till then.....

piss off

huhuh..i'm really piss off rite now.my collegue who share with me the fuc*** rapidshare change his password without my knowledge.dude i also paid for it.so i have the right.now i have my own account.i sit here in the server room feel lucky to download all the series while waiting for my job done..really bless.last time i already give him a consideration.now no more...

this morning also i bump into my ex boss.she belanja me breakfast we had a chit chat like last time.she the only boss that i like to work with.anyway she offer me the job.not sure to take it or not.i have to focus for this coming interview.anyway i miss her,and her story and her kids.maybe next time i will drop by her house and play with her kids.

chiow then..stupid as** Ho** guy...

Salam Aidiladha

Oh lupa pulak di kesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha..

Jangan makan daging korban banyak-banyak nanti kena darah tinggi..ok 

Wassalam.. ;)

I been tag

Kena tag ngan haris so kena le buat..nak tido ngantuk tapi takle tido ....buat suda...

7 Fakta tentang aku :

1.) suka cakap dengan pets,teddy bear n seorang diri.

2.)pergi shopping complex sorang diri harus masuk kedai buku wajib n juga beli satu buku,takle tolak kalau tak tak tido malam.tu sebab selalu bankrup

3.)ade almost 100+ books collection tapi tak semuanye habis baca

4.)ade guitar kapok tapi tak reti main,dulu reti kejap main lagu classic then dah lupa.

5.)masa kecik smp sekolah rendah adalah left handed,tapi dah masuk sek menengah kena jadi org right handed.long story ..ask my mom....but i still can write using left hand also i can handle bicycle or turn pedal with my left hand also i wear watch with my right hand.sometimes i use left hand to eat but using spoon or fork..kalau tak sengaja..

6.)i'm a romantic and emosional person kalau luar cam ganas habis..hahah poyo..dahle suka nangis tengok king kong mati pun aku nangis hampeh...

7.)love colors,music.suka bawa keta atas highway sambil tengok awan biru..--> ayat poyo..hahah..suka amik gambar orang,view.

7 perkara menakutkan aku di dunia.

1.) Allah swt

2.) mati

3.) kehilangan orang yang di sayangi especially family

4.) tak abis bayar hutang ptptn

5.) binatang buas

6.) takde bf or tak kawin smp tua --> hahahah

7.) kiamat

7 lagu buat masa sekarang

1.) womanizer - britney spears

2.) i'm yours - jason mraz

3.) warkah - bau

4.) mouthwash- kate nash

5.) viva la vida- coldplay

6.) why does it always rain on me -travis

7.) shadow -dido

7 perkataan yang selalu di sebut

1.) hampeh

2.) celaka - ade ke aku sebut ..kadang2 kot

3.) shit

4.) ok la tu - terikut kakak ct

5.)dowh

6.) astagfirullahalazim

7.) relex a

7 perkara yang amat bernilai

1.) laptop

2.) keta

3.) camera

4.) phone

5.) my cat ( perkara ke?)

6.) my books collection

7.) my purse (ic+money+cc+license..etc etc)

7 pertama kali dalam hidup

1.) Naik eiffel tower ( amik dari haris takde idea dah ni)

2.) Makan special muffin huhuhuhuh....

3.) Pegi euro trip with my 2 good friends .memorable moments- paling tak sangka leh sampai

4.) Main salji kat Turkey ( sound poyo gark )

5.) Masuk Sex Museum kat Amsterdam ( hahahahharammmmmmmm)

6.) Tengok pelacur live dalam kotak cermin kat Red Light Distreet -Amsterdam gark

7.) Tengok Euro 2008 kat Vienna,Austria. ;)

7 orang aku nak tag :

1.) D - tak buat lagi D nye tag..nanti fiez rajin ok..hehehe

2.) Ed

3.) Yash

4.) Meen

5.) Nanayau

6.) Jacq

7.) Sanadt

erkkkk

Oh i want to puke and fell very sick now.Got 3 days to go for my coming interview.I'm a dead meat.I hate interview.But this is my last choice.Whatever it is i have to grab it.But i have to study really hard to make it.The post is not familiar with me at all.Telecommunication engineer..what the hell...I'm from System Engineer do the telecommunication.it's not my field at all..The interview consist of discussion group.hmm i hate interview..but this is only my choice...Just give a try.Get it or not is not the issue...try my best..amin...but i think i die first then i wake up then i take the test and do the interview..

Besides,my current task ( hahah) are downloading Gilmore Girls Season 7(finale) but i skip Season 4-6.I had the dvd but some of it can't be open.Maybe if i had enough time i will download it.I miss the gilmore girls..

Then i will download the Bones,Alias and Entourage season 5&6(not sure yet).

Hhhmm still waiting for twilight dvd screen to download..also Dido new album..

So bile mau study ni cik kiah..aduhhhhhhhhhhhh..

warkah

Lagu ini telah mengejutkan aku untuk Subuh hari ni..sebab aku dah set dia sebagai alarm kat hp aku. ;P

Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta

Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa

Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada

cuba le korang try pasang tetambah di waktu pagi yang hening..wow..

memang terus boleh bangun pagi..finally aku kiranye dah boleh le bangun and tidur dengan

waktu yang normal hour.selalunye by this time aku masih struggle untuk tidur..but semalam

by 12.30am aku terus paksa jugak diri aku untuk tidur,kosongkan minda kononnye untuk tidur.and it's work.sangat happy.seriously.

so banyak benda untuk di buat and untuk di fikir dalam hidup ini instead of kerja..cari duit earning money bak kater my friends.i'm not sure still..maybe aku dah terlalu leka sangat untuk selama ini.

tak nampak or buat-buat tak nampak..semua di depan mata aku blurkan..tak mahu ambil tahu. "ignorance is bliss" but still i wonder why it happens...

hehehe..ok aku pun tak tau ape yg aku tulis..but dear friends...finally ko dah kejutkan aku bangun untuk 7 years ago nye tidur..thanks.really appreciated...you know who you are? heheh cam oscar larknye speech...

btw my favourite song for this month adalah travis: it's always rain on me n nidji: laskar pelangi..and now i change it to this song: warkah.. ;) nice...

so nothing much to do lately..or actually banyak sangat nak buat..just tak sure nak buat mane satu..

sekarang ni i write my blog with terabur-terabur ayat juga terabur-terabur cerita coz what i writing now only keluar directly from my mind..sorry for the mess.. ;)

so fokus...

today got lots to do: of course pegi keje. 4 new server came in: pasang the server, install, maintain that;s what i do..i just suka the pasang and install part i don't like to maintain kind of boring part..

bak kater al pacino dalam 88 minutes : i can't afford emotional attachments. hihi takde sangkut paut ngan server pun..anyway..nak kena g baiki keta today. my car sound really bad lately...macam all the engine going to explode..owh hopefully not.

buy cat food and her stuff..btw my kitten are pregs..huhuh pregs...yeah i'm going to be an aunt..aiceh..hopefully can get a nice small kitten..cute,cute..

kemas all my stuff in my room..really mess books everywhere.paper everywhere.

should i buying new shoes.i like that shoes..huhuhu..not sure yet..but i have to buy sport shoes.last time it spoilt when i join PIC at Perhentian.there goes my favourite running shoes.

i should go to ikea buy small table for my stuff also a desk lights.i still can't sleep in the dark.

afraid of dark..hhmm...when can i stand not afraid of dark..oh talking about dark finally i manage to watch ghost stories..huhuh last few days i manage to settle all my movie (ghost movies) yeyeye..even got crawling ghost scary but mat salleh movie only..asian movie still can't watch it alone.need some time..huhuhu.also i already manage to settle and clear out some of the disk..i need space for my hard disk.for all series of Gilmore GIrls.I love the girls. Grey's Anatomy i slow down a little bit too much depressing part.Izzie are going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeee...oh i don't like dying part.It's rip my heart..aiceh...so let alone with Grey's, i think i had enough of Grey's. I need more happy and fun and funny series.Californication not work coz to many 18sx action but it's quite funny.Maybe i still can handle Gossip Girl with all their glamorous thing and new hot guy for Sarina,with all their new nice clothes.Heroes is complicated,boring lately.Prison Break also.not getting much more attention to me lately.Oh btw i manage to download Anne of Green Gables,Wizard Of Oz and Alice in Wonderland..yazee...very happy. ;)

ok enough about movies and drama.so i'm off..

Btw Congratulation to Miss Lucy and Miss Nazreen for their wedding and engagement.Goodluck with your new phase of life.. ;) Happy Ever After. .

chios

Kenapa selalu hujan padaku...

I cant sleep tonight

Everybody saying everythings alright

Still I cant close my eyes

Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days

Where have you gone?

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?

Why does it always rain on me?

Even when the sun is shining

I cant avoid the lightning

I cant stand myself

Im being held up by invisible men

Still life on a shelf when

I got my mind on something else

Sunny days

Where have you gone?

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?

Why does it always rain on me?

Even when the sun is shining

I cant avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go?

And why is it raining so?

Its so cold

I cant sleep tonight

Everybody saying everythings alright

Still I cant close my eyes

Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days

Where have you gone?

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?

Why does it always rain on me?

Even when the sun is shining

I cant avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go?

And why is it raining so?

Its so cold

Why does it always rain on me?

Why does it always rain 

Et Hen's Nite

Iyo ke tu..kawan aku ni nak jadi bini orang dah..cool..so kitaorg pun melepak di satu tempat meraikan nye..aktiviti adelah melantak..kuar nak g karaoke tapi gile fully booked...then g ambush bbq rumah jejaka-jejaka tak di kenali di Bukit Antarabangsa.berhimpit di dlm keta padilla..It was fun dah lama tak buat keje gile camni duduk berhimpit suma...haha time belaja dulu je...then aku n Alin guitar Hero sampai kebas jari...layannnnnnnnn...buat lagi k..hehehe

p/s: nak kucing kat kedai kucing huhuh tapi harganye rm700 waaa....termimpi2.. ;(

BBQ Nite

Terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan yang hadir memeriahkah BBQ nite kami...Almost 60 friends n family yang attend...thank you again..

Nothing much to do these days..cuma cuak esok kena pegi N9 do some work with new project.No briefing from my Project Manager,he just pass me the documentation yesterday and expect me to perform tomorrow..yeah freaking cool man..hhmm menyampah orang yang suka buat keje last minute ni..anyway i will try my best..Next Monday new installation new rack IBM machine came in..sure busy..my boss lupa that tomorrow im off to N9 and she ask me to wait at TPM for delivery machine..apekah? Ingat aku Jumper suma tempat boleh pegi..hhmmm...

I just can't wait for bonus end of this month..finally yang di tunggu sudah sampai..Insyaalah...

Can't wait for big trip next month..also i don't know..I don't want to go to Manila with a bunch of guy i just want DSLR can can...tukar please.....i dont mind at all..

Tonite off to Berjaya TImes Square for Bond Premiere...huhuhu....

I'm off kena baca paper n report...boringggggg

In theaters 21November

I can't wait to watch Twilight. 

http://www.twilightthemovie.com/

They just come out with a new trailer.: check this out 

http://www.apple.com/trailers/independent/twilight/

Anyway i'm in Edward team...huhuh...

nothing will be the same

Been busy lately,every weekend sure tak melekat di rumah,weddings,open house,outdoor activities.Life is hectic  and short so fill it fullest..haha..

Nothing to write much.Nowdays ,office are boring as usual, work is much more boring,

think ahead for a better future.Anyway sometimes feel stuck don't know what to do,feel like to lay on the sofa and not getting up again.

So here i just like to write down list to do : hehe my favourite things to write in my blog.daaa

1.) Try to watch all series in my ext hardisk.(dexter,havoc,weeds,90210,californiacation,the big bang theory,heroes,gossip girl,prison break,one three hill,etc etc) erggh byk gile...

2.) Try to read whatever book that i still not finish it...pun banyak..

3.) Try to watch all movies also and try to empty back the ext.

4.) Cut down food intake- manage to do. ;)

5.) More exercise and outdoor activities. Have to pick up one activities lor...

6.) Saving money

7.) Buy more book..huhuh

8.) Love my cat more hahah of course...

K done.....

Trip to Penang+ Antero Wedding ;)

Jumaat lepas geng kami telah bertolak ke Penang pulau mutiara untuk menyaksikan persandingan Antero (Azran dan pasangannya- Shifa) sweet couple. Kitaorg convoy dalam pukul 1.00am baru bertolak dengan 5 buah kereta. Ade jugak kereta lain yang nak join sama.Pemandunye tak di ketahui.. Tapi agak fun jugak aksi potong memotong dan ala-ala impak maksima berlaku di atas jalan raya. Malang tidak berbau pada salah seorang pemandu yang kami ingatkan bukan di kalangan geng kami..Beliau adalah Encik Lan a.k.a fik...ahahhaha...tapi dia cool je walaupun cermin keretanya sudah pecah.Esok pagi semasa pernikahan antero di Penang beliau masih muncul itulah di namakan setiakawan..

Kami se gang menetap di hotel yang klasik dan cun bertempat sama dengan hotel pengantin.Tapi tak boleh le kacau pengantin kami buat hal sendiri.Manakala group yang lain pun terbongkang kononnye nak pegi mandi Feringgi.Malam selepas upacara persandingan kami pergi beralih arah ke Feringgi untuk mencari dvd murah dan juga di label sebagai penjual dvd porn oleh macha-macha..Ini en Kae n en Nikman le ni..Ulip juga mempunyai saudara kembar di sana..Selepas itu kami melepak di kedai sup yang menjual berbagai sup dengan roti bangali.tepi SOHO memang layan sambil mencuci mata.

Kemudian setelah dah agak pagi kami berangkat pulang.Cikuts terus pulang ke KL malam itu juga.Keesokan harinye kami pun bertolak pulang selepas melantak nasi Line apentah tepi Masjid Kapitan Kling dan selesai mencari jeruk kami pulang menaiki feri..Sebelum sampai ke destinasi di IPoh kami berhenti sebentar di rumahku.Makan cendol dan sajian yang di sediakan oleh ibunda dan ayahnda terchinta..Kemudian kami meneruskan perjalanan ke Ipoh untuk memulangkan tomanti ke pangkuan rakan Gombaknye kemudian kami meneruskan perjalanan pulang ke KL.

Warning : Baca entry ini kena ade imiginasi..

Ape pun bak kater pejOI :reminiscing the trip to Penang!!A blast from the past!!!!Cameron Highlands is the best pit stop!Ever!! (takde kena mengena) hahaha 

silent

Nothing to do much at home.Today is 3rd Hari Raya.Baru je kena tinggal oleh my parent and brother,they left me to beraya to rumah YB.I fall asleep..warghh sampai hati tak kejut.My brother got duit raya,if i go sure dapatnye duit raya.Anyway di keboringan hari i just browse and want to   introduce you guys a few url yang menarik perhatians.... The Wknd Sessions : the-wknd.com, Random

Alphabets.com- Read While Waiting Project url. www.madgrapretv.co.uk..my friend at Dublin paksa me to buka this url radio uk katernye.nak buat ape aku buka tah bukan aku kat sana pun.. freedomwritersfoundation.org..This is ok la...

So people selamat hari raya.. hehe ;)

Ketupat Vs Lemang

Aku dah berada di Perak.Best betul hari Sabtu hari tu berbuka di rumah opah,sampai-sampai pakcik aku n family dari KL dah sampai dulu so agak meriah le majlis berbuka kitaorg.Mak aku buat keowteow sup and kitaorang pun jamah beramai-ramai.Dah lama tak rasa fell macam ni,yang sedihnye since tokwan aku meninggal last year lagi le opah aku sunyi tapi dia tanak g umah anak-anak dia.Standardle orang tua sayang kat rumah le,kebun le tanah le etc etc.Then bila malam lark kitaorg g tarawih depan umah opah aku je surau tu,macam 50 langkah sure sampai.Towan aku tok iman surau ni.So kiranye aku ni cucu tok iman le ahah tapi perangai cam syaitan huhuh...Tapi dulu dengarle bacaan tokwan aku sekarang dah takde dah.Semuanye tinggal kenanganle.Surau ni pun surau baru dah buat dulu surau lama ingat lagi time kecik-kecik aku n cousin aku kalau raya ke kenduri ke sure mandi kat kolah surau tu sebab bilik air rumah opah aku sure full nye.Memandangkan cousin aku kebanyakannye suma lelaki so aku adalah mangsa buli mereka.Bila raya ade awek cun datang aku le kena minta no phone ke ape ke..Tak patut betul.Tapi meriah le bila semuanye berkumpul,cuma sekarang ni dah kawin masing-masing ada hal ngan family masing-masing jadi tak ramai le yang akan pulang ke rumah opah aku..So bila abis terawih suma balik,then biasale bila malam kat kampung bukan ade benda nak buat.Biasale pakcik aku suka melepak ajak g sampai ke Lumut ke Setiawan ke nasib dia tak ajak g Pangkor je memandangkan semua tak layan or erti kata lain malas and penat jadi kitaorg pun melepak je le kat umah.Cousin aku yg kecik ni bawak balik PS2 ape lagi layan PS2 sampai pagi..heheh..diaorg ni suka ajar aku main macam-macam kalau ade game keta siap tunggu aku lagi sebab nak kasi can aku menang..haha best tak?Aku memang suka main game cuma tak de masa je erti kata lain aku takde PSP or PS2.rasa nak g beli PSP lark lepas ni ahahahha...Minta duit raya maner tau leh dapat sebijik..Ade lagi ke orang nak kasi aku duit raya hahah..Then tido semlm umah opah aku hari ahad kitaorg pun pulang.Ahad buka cam biasa kat rumah takde benda pun siang layan cd ke citer collection dari adik aku nye hardisk..Almost 100Gb aku habis di penuhi dengan cerita-cerita baru aku amik dari adik aku heaven betul.Semalam baru je layan The Nanny Diaries.Scarlet Johanson ok gark le citer tu leh layan..So aku taktau le umur aku 40thn baru habis kot layan semua citer tu..Anyway semalam mak aku buat laksa heaven gile dah lama tak makan laksa..heheh tapi don't worry weight still under control hahah..Semlm jugak aku layan heroes new season best ok le ..heheh tak sabar nak tunggu Grey's and survivor kot-kot ade orang nak sedekah kasi aku tengok..Btw hari ni tolong mak aku buat ketupat sikit-sikit aku tak reti gulung pun ketupat tu aku reti nengok je..hahah fail le dah try banyak kali..Btw aku memang suka ketupat n rendang ayam dari lemang n rendang daging.Kat dapur tu rendang ayam dah ready nanti malam baru nak tambah masak rendang daging.Aku tolong-tolong ape-ape yang patut je.Then dah boring ni aku surf internet n online.Petang ni pakcik n family datang berbuka.Mak aku masak bihun sup..yummie..Okle esok dah nak raya sekejap je..Best gark semlm last terawih finally dapat gark aku berterawih dengan family..Ok le di sini nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya n Maaf Zahir Batin kepada pembaca blog ini aiceh,rakan-rakan taulan..Enjoy raya,jangan makan banyak-banyak nanti menyesal nak diet balik... huhu ;)

monologue

Today i spend almost RM200++ to buy a journal also Lonely Planet Egypt semangat punya pasal.I know i post the picture above look like poyo sikit..sorry....anyway sadly can't find moleskin journal anymore i'm not sure kena beli online ke sekarang ni sangat leceh bile nak beli barang online tapi tak deliver ke Malaysia sangat la lecehnye..Also i bought a set of Webster Small Dictionary discount for MPH card member.Murah giler and i got 8 small dictionary..i like.i  bought one black small sketch book..boleh lukis map ke ape ke..Also one small pocket book purple color.Banyak color lain lagi rasa nak collect all color.Also i bought a big journal brown color for me to practice my skill of writing.kononnye. also i bought one new travel journal,small one from Peter Pauper Press. http://www.peterpauper.com   Quit cheap and affordable.I already got one travel journal but i don't know everytime i step in a bookstore i will end up spending money to the things that i don't really need.But just happy with whatever i had..(ayat defensive)

Oh almost forgot i got a friend that always kutuk me being lady la.potong rambut la.pakai baju cam lady la,beli kasut cam lady la..and kutuk me in front of my colleague.i'm not sure i think she just jealous coz i'm pretty than her.definitely this is not perasan ok.she also kutuk i'm fat can't muat the kebaya etc etc.also make fun of me in front of my colleague..yeah guys always laugh with all this kind of joke.but i don't give a damn.and yesterday i'm proudly don't layan all the kutukan and just fell good with myself even she slimmer than me but i know i'm pretty than her,even she kutuk me don't have a a bf also i don't mind at all.at least i'm not desperatly trying to impress guy to cook and ask guy to stay even the guy is already taken..so desperatenye u..btw i'm not angry with her or don't have any hate or bad feelings to her.just pity to her.sometimes people do all this stuff to other people coz she/he lack of confidence and jealous.so i forgive u.good for me. ;)

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ok i'm off now.tomorrow turun site to Port Klang..uwaa borings..anyway Selamat Hari Raya,drive safe.I'm off to Perak..yehaa balik kampung..