Thursday, October 18, 2007
Sengal di Hari Raya
So hows your raya.me fun+bored+ok ;)
First raya,semayang raya+makan+watching television+layan tetamu.
2nd Raya=Balik kampung,lepak with cousin+main mercun+makan laksa=yummie...
Yeah first raya also my mom made a laksa . i Love laksa.
4th raya= Back to S.Alam = boring. ;(
5th raya= Kerja..erghh..
Its going to be like this for entire my life or what.
Nothing much happen for raya,nuthing interesting.
CHiow guys
Selamat Hari raya..
Anyway today is my 2nd day at work also 6th of hari raya..waa
i dont like to come to work,this workplace is hell..
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Wishes
Happy Fasting & Happy Hari Raya .:)
Late wishes to Malaysia:
Happy Merdeka.Happy Belated Birthday Abah.
Mak and Kak Intan...Wish u all the best and Allah s.w.t Bless you all
Happy and Happy..
Yehaaa Raye...
Bestnye Raye
p/s: jemputle ke rumah..;P
btw happy fasting n happy hari raya to Him Also ;)
Monday, October 01, 2007
KAMI
Today,he wear a nice kemeja belang-belang with a black shoes.He still holding his mobile,listening with his earphone like usual.He look at me,not even smile.I don't know what wrong with him.I also never smile to him.But i always smile dalam hati ;).Gedik gile ayat. ;)While we step in the train.He lean at the door.I stand opposite him.Normally i'll always sit opposite of him,i don't even dare to see his face,i will look down and pura-pura sleep.When i try to intai-intai open my eyes he still look straight towards me.Like I'm invisible in front of him.And i pura-pura tidur balik.But today,i got a seat,beside me is makcik yang tidur layan habis tersengguk-sengguk.And hampir knock my bahu.Sian makcik ni sure bangun sahur awal gile.And later an Indian man sebelah makcik tu bangun,but makcik tu with so pantas change her seat and seat at Indian man place and the seat beside me is kosong and he terus duduk.I'm so shock,we never sit side by side .Ok this is my perasan part.He of course tak rasa ape-ape.Hahahahah.I don't know.GOd know better.Btw.I think around 10 minutes after that i can't breath seriously.It's like duduk bersanding pulak..Hahahah>bongoknye Fiez..Btw finally i figure out that he not sms-ing but he always changing his song list at his mobile.And he smell nice,ces nasib aku puasa.And we just sat there, listening to our own music..layan.And that's it. Nothing happen.I don't know what in his mind or his heart.But i know mine.While we step out from the train.Because i'm using the T&G card.Babe don't use T&G its long que.Better use normal ticket ade brader KTM amik card.Lagi cepat.He use that.And he just walk,left me behind.Me like stalker follow his step,actually we using the same road,so i'm not stalk him,i just follow from his back.Then while he stop at the traffic light he will look back,i know what's its mean.He curious.Ahahahah
ok this is so perasan.
So THE END..... ;)
Funny
5 days per week i will meet him.Same station same door we step in,same station we step out and same road we walk to our office.It's it sweet yeah for some person but not for me.It's make my heart tear pieces by pieces.Hurt.Sometimes,we even wear a same color shirt.I always wear a kemeja. So one day we stand side by side with a brown color kemeja exactly.I'm not sure if other person in the train notice it.But i do.
Before this i don't even notice him,i don't even care about him.He's a clean clear face guy,not really my type,apek cina type.With a strong face and snobbish look.Never saw his smile.Always with his mobile.Sometimes i saw him sms-ing.So in my mind a guy with a phone sms-ing or wear a ring surely taken or married.Hahaha.But married not sms-ing.Only wear ring.But sms-ing is taken.But today i'm wrong.He's not sms-ing he change his song list every 2 minutes.
Normally he just look at me not even smile or just glare through the window behind me if he sit opposite me.But he always be there,everyday.
One day i notice he ride a bike.Scooter bike.Alamak sure budak underage.Mana ade budak area-area umur aku naik scooter lagi...Hahaha.
Then last week on Monday, i not see him anymore.Menyesal tak,previously my friend ask me to tegur him.No Way.Gile....This is the guy i got a 'small crush' but i didn't dare to tegur him.i don't know y.It think it just as waste.Its tiring,it's sound stupid.It's so childish and i will look stupid.I'm not at my early 20's anymore..daaa....
But he not there on Monday,It's a rainy Monday morning.Maybe he emergency leave.I don't know.On Tuesday he also not appear..damn..yeah he's not there anymore.No more familiar face.
On Wed and Thursday I don't go to work..But on Friday he's there,i can see his scooter at the parking.While i climb the step i can see he look at me hahah perasan sial...and he smile...nasib tak jatuh tangga...
When i reach near his place,he just tunduk and look at his mobile.Still typing sms i though at that time.
But today....to be continue.... ;)
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Meet Uncle Hussain - Lagu Untukmu
Lagu Untukmu
Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicela
Bagai ku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini takkan berubah kerna
Aku tetap aku dan alur hidup mu bukanlah aku
Guna hati akal dan fikiranku
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu
Adakah aku
Hanya bonekan yang enkau sering mainkan
Yang dikawal oleh jari jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahlah engkau fikirkan
Cukuplah cukup oh cukuplah
Guna hati akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu
Tak tahan tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu perawan
Berbeza berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa
Bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan
Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai disini sahaja
Hubungan kita berdua
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Tokwan Saya
Time sampai kat kampung mayat dia dah di kebumikan kami adik beradik tak sempat tengok,rushing dari KL.Sedara-sedara yang dari KL suma tak sempat tengok.
Bila sekarang nak dekat 2bulan kadang-kadang aku teringat kat tokwan aku.Bila aku tengok muka opah aku ,sure aku teringat kat tokwan aku.Last week time Merdeka,kami adik beradik balik Perak, opah aku ade kat rumah kitaorg.Walaupun dia nampak tabah je tapi aku tau dia sunyi,dia selalu cakap kalau duduk kat rumah tak tau nak masak ape,tak tau nak makan ape,tak tau nak sembang dengan sapa dah.Selalunya opah aku akan bebel kat tokwan aku,biasale bebel orang-orang tua.Tokwan aku masa dia ade dia suka pegi kedai kopi kat pekan,dia kayuh basikal je pegi sana,dia tak tau bawa motosikal pun. Masa kitaorg dah besar-besar ni baru kitaorg bawa dia pegi kedai kopi kat pekan tu naik kereta belanja le minum kopi dengan roti canai.
Masa aku kecik-kecik dulu aku tadika kat rumah opah aku dengan adik aku.Kami 3 beradik memang tadika kat situ bile bapak aku balik menetap kat sini.Tiap pagi tokwan aku bawa aku naik basikal hantar pegi Tadika tu kat luar lorong rumah opah aku je.Time kecik aku rasa jauhnye kalau jalan kaki,naik basikal lagi best.Kadang-kadang aku ponteng pegi tadika sebab budak-budak kat tadika tu suka curi mainan aku.Aku ikut tokwan aku pegi kedai kopi,adik aku pun sama tapi dia duduk kat raga depan aku duduk kat seat belakang,kaki adik aku kena ikat dengan kain sebab takut masuk dalam roda basikal.Nama kedai kopi feveret tokwan aku "kedai Jah Maiden".kitaorg dari kecik sure g makan kat kedai tu.Sedap juga mee goreng dia dengan teh tarik.aku rasa le sekarang aku dah lupa rasa dia.Lepas tu ade satu kedai runcit cina tu nama dia "Kedai Mona" ,dulu time nak raya sure tokwan aku belikan bunga api kat kedai mona tu kasi kat kitaorg main, seronok gile time tu bila ingat balik.
Time hujan aku selalu duduk kat tangga batu rumah opah aku, sekarang tangga tu dah takda,selalu sambil lepak ngan tokwan aku dia hisap rokok dunhill dia aku akan nyanyi lagu "Hujan oh Hujan Kenapa Engkau Turun,Macam mana aku tak turun Katak panggil aku sampai habis,lepas tu aku akan tanya tokwan aku kenapa dia suka hisap rokok dia cakap sebab Best,lepas tu aku amik kotak rokok tu dalam tu ade macam emas-emas aku letak kat gigi aku,aku nak buat gigi emas,macam opah aku ade,cool tak?
Tokwan aku senggih je.Bila dah habis masuk darjah 1 aku balik belaja kat rumah aku,kalau tak opah dan tokwan aku suruh duduk kampung belajar sana,tapi mak aku tak bagi.Bila dah besar ni aku balik time raya je or cuti sekolah best betul dulu ade juga aku n adik aku bela arnab tokwan n opah aku jaga.Lepas tu arnab tu lari sebab kawasan rumah opah aku besar lari terus hilang,takpun orang curi.Lepas tu opah aku beli kucing,kucing tu sangat baik nama dia "buang" bila aku tanye opah aku kenapa nama dia "buang" sebab dia kena buang. ;) Kucing tu dah takde pun sekarang dah mati sebab sakit tua.Sejak tu tokwan n opah aku tak bela kucing dah sebab sedih sangat.
Aku pun sedih jugak,sebab kucing tu pandai cium kitaorg,dia feveret opah aku,opah aku treat dia cam cucu opah aku gark.Bila panggil suruh cium dia akan datang dan cium/gesel le pipi kitaorg>sumpah aku tak tipu.
Aku rindu saat-saat masa tu,masa tokwan aku ade....... ;)
Semoga RohNya Di cucuri - Ahmad Bin Dun
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007
20072007
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Letter to Abah~
How are you.Hope u in a pink of health.
First of all i wanna to tell u that i already quit my job.
By the end of this month im a jobless.
I'm not strong enough,not strong as you.
I can handle the scope of work,i can't handle the pressure on my shoulder.
I'm so sorry,i really dissapoint you.
Thank you Abah.
God Bless you!
Happy Father Day~
Friday, June 15, 2007
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
If you woke up with superpowers,what would you do?
Erghhhh...
I need one Leica camera.V-Lux 1, rasa nak nangis tengok camera ni..super smooth and super cool..hhmm
I need one I pod video, I need extra cash for me to quit my job and go other place so no more boring in my life.
Aha i need one personal trainer or else i have to attend gym class everyday.
But i love exercise.....
Btw i'm hero.....
Chiows....
Sunday, May 20, 2007
cinnamon sugar
my 2nd weaknesses: end up eating like mad for a 2 plate of spaghetti.
my 3rd weaknesses: crying like stupid or being such a big losses in frong of fuSDkding macho man.
my 4rd weaknesses: end up buying stuff that im not sure im gonna to use it..
its all pembaziran...:(
by the way yesterday :----> chilling trip was awesome...but chelsea bet mu 1-0..
where is HIM..i wonder.... ;(
angkot wat~
Monday, May 14, 2007
Jadikan aku yang ke2
Melebihi cintaku padamu
Aku pasti rela untuk melepaskanmu
Walau ku tahu ku kan terluka
Jikalah semua berbeda
Kau bukanlah orang yang ku puja
Tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu
Walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya
Jadikan aku yang ke dua
Buatlah diriku bahagia
Walaupun dikau takan pernah ku miliki
Selamanya
p/s: kakak ku cakap lagu ni untuk lagu perempuan simpanan ke..hhmmm
tak kelakar....btw for my dearie...abang macho im not gonna to cry anymore in front of u..im tough now..;P
