Hate

"Hate (I Really Don't Like You)"

Love love love love love love

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a girl could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Thought that everything was perfect (perfect)
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you

Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's over you can't bring me down

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

(Hate) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down
(Hate) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)

Books

Currently buying but not read yet..
I love books even the smells of the books and the bookshop itself.yum yum
I love cheap books.
This is list of books that i can share with you guys...
My taste but not sure you guys like it or not.
But its recommended,quite nice book with different style of writing.Should read.

Currently reading,not finish yet.I always pick up a few books ,read it half and put it back and take another.I try to find which book that i can read depends on the mood.But mostly i will write down in my journal book,what book i already read n the comment.
Mostly i always read started from the back cover,read the ending first coz i don't like surprises so i know the ending and it's make me fell goods while reading it.Hehehe.Yeah i got a weird habit always read at the back first even magazine or newspaper surely i read the sports section first.OK

Currently reading while in the train:
1.)The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time- Mark Haddon

Baru Belek-Belek:
2.)The Kalahari Typing School For Men- ALexander McCall Smith
3.)The Full Cupboard Of Life - ALexander McCall Smith
4.)The Rat- Gunter Grass
5.)Post Office- Charles Bukowski

etc
etc
Ok got to go..
Out for lunch even me Puasa 6.

Reading+Travelling

Masa kecik2 ade tak cikgu korang tanye atau korang kena tulis kat kad yang color hijau or biru apa cita-cita and hobi.
Selalunya Cita-cita aku :
Dia ade 3 tempat kosong:
1.)Penyiasat persendirian- terpengaruh baca buku Nancy Drew,Hardy Boys and 5 Sekawan tu.
2.)Angkasawan- Ni series aku dah terpikir nak jadi sebelum Dr Muszapar nak jadi lagi.;)
sebab time tu pikir mesti best terapung-apung kan.Dulu time kecik-kecik bila mak aku nak g MEkah aku suruh dia bawa balik Awan .Ingat boleh buka tingkap kapal terbang tu kot.So mak aku pun layan bila dah balik dia kater awan tu lembut macam kapas.Mungkin sebab banyak tengok citer Care Bears.
3.)Doktor haiwan- Ini sebab rumah kitaorang banyak sangat kucing.Kalau kucing tu accident.Aku selalu nangis tepi kucing tu then amik kapas letak minyak angin,lepas tu terus mati kucing tu.Agaknye panas sangat,time tu tak berapa nak cerdik sangat.
Kubur kucing banyak di belakang rumah aku.

Hobi Lark ;)
1.) Membaca
2.) Melancong
3.) Mendengar Radio -- radio tu...

Best jugak kan time sekolah rendah tu. ;)

Life

Every morning i will take a train to my office.Sometimes its fun but sometimes its bored.Its depends on my mood.But i really enjoy while i in the train not because got the mamat sengal itu but its is because i really enjoy the music that play in my mp3.
Ok my favorite play list right now :
1.) Bunga Cinta Lestari- Jika Cinta
2.) Bunga Cinta Lestari - Ingkar
3.) Bunga Cinta Lestari - Saat Kau Pergi
4.) Farah Asyikin- Dari sini ke bintang-bintang
5.) Farah Asyikin - 1000 Penipuan
6.) Daughtry - Over You
7.) Plain White Ths- Hey There Delilah
8.) The Click Five- Jenny
9.) The Click Five- Catch Your Wave
10.) Daughtry- Home
11.) Brandie Carlile- The Story

Layan...Sambil pandang luar tingkap,kalau time hujan lagi best..
Jiwang jugak aku ni...
Actually while listening to music i'm not into lyrics but i'm more into
rhythms,i like the sound more that the words.That's why i don't mind
listening to the love songs because i dont bother the lyrics i just impress with the arrangement of the music while mix the sound of guitar,drums and etc.


So i will continue back my guitar lesson next month ;)
So this is 4th guru.I hope i can pandai after this..;)

Sengal di Hari Raya

Morning,
So hows your raya.me fun+bored+ok ;)
First raya,semayang raya+makan+watching television+layan tetamu.
2nd Raya=Balik kampung,lepak with cousin+main mercun+makan laksa=yummie...
Yeah first raya also my mom made a laksa . i Love laksa.
4th raya= Back to S.Alam = boring. ;(
5th raya= Kerja..erghh..
Its going to be like this for entire my life or what.
Nothing much happen for raya,nuthing interesting.

CHiow guys
Selamat Hari raya..
Anyway today is my 2nd day at work also 6th of hari raya..waa
i dont like to come to work,this workplace is hell..

Wishes

Selamat Hari Raya To all My Muslim Friends.
Happy Fasting & Happy Hari Raya .:)

Late wishes to Malaysia:
Happy Merdeka.Happy Belated Birthday Abah.
Mak and Kak Intan...Wish u all the best and Allah s.w.t Bless you all
Happy and Happy..
Yehaaa Raye...
Bestnye Raye

p/s: jemputle ke rumah..;P
btw happy fasting n happy hari raya to Him Also ;)

KAMI

Continue

Today,he wear a nice kemeja belang-belang with a black shoes.He still holding his mobile,listening with his earphone like usual.He look at me,not even smile.I don't know what wrong with him.I also never smile to him.But i always smile dalam hati ;).Gedik gile ayat. ;)While we step in the train.He lean at the door.I stand opposite him.Normally i'll always sit opposite of him,i don't even dare to see his face,i will look down and pura-pura sleep.When i try to intai-intai open my eyes he still look straight towards me.Like I'm invisible in front of him.And i pura-pura tidur balik.But today,i got a seat,beside me is makcik yang tidur layan habis tersengguk-sengguk.And hampir knock my bahu.Sian makcik ni sure bangun sahur awal gile.And later an Indian man sebelah makcik tu bangun,but makcik tu with so pantas change her seat and seat at Indian man place and the seat beside me is kosong and he terus duduk.I'm so shock,we never sit side by side .Ok this is my perasan part.He of course tak rasa ape-ape.Hahahahah.I don't know.GOd know better.Btw.I think around 10 minutes after that i can't breath seriously.It's like duduk bersanding pulak..Hahahah>bongoknye Fiez..Btw finally i figure out that he not sms-ing but he always changing his song list at his mobile.And he smell nice,ces nasib aku puasa.And we just sat there, listening to our own music..layan.And that's it. Nothing happen.I don't know what in his mind or his heart.But i know mine.While we step out from the train.Because i'm using the T&G card.Babe don't use T&G its long que.Better use normal ticket ade brader KTM amik card.Lagi cepat.He use that.And he just walk,left me behind.Me like stalker follow his step,actually we using the same road,so i'm not stalk him,i just follow from his back.Then while he stop at the traffic light he will look back,i know what's its mean.He curious.Ahahahah
ok this is so perasan.
So THE END..... ;)

Funny

I still can't stop smiling and can't stop dreaming its all because of him.
5 days per week i will meet him.Same station same door we step in,same station we step out and same road we walk to our office.It's it sweet yeah for some person but not for me.It's make my heart tear pieces by pieces.Hurt.Sometimes,we even wear a same color shirt.I always wear a kemeja. So one day we stand side by side with a brown color kemeja exactly.I'm not sure if other person in the train notice it.But i do.
Before this i don't even notice him,i don't even care about him.He's a clean clear face guy,not really my type,apek cina type.With a strong face and snobbish look.Never saw his smile.Always with his mobile.Sometimes i saw him sms-ing.So in my mind a guy with a phone sms-ing or wear a ring surely taken or married.Hahaha.But married not sms-ing.Only wear ring.But sms-ing is taken.But today i'm wrong.He's not sms-ing he change his song list every 2 minutes.
Normally he just look at me not even smile or just glare through the window behind me if he sit opposite me.But he always be there,everyday.
One day i notice he ride a bike.Scooter bike.Alamak sure budak underage.Mana ade budak area-area umur aku naik scooter lagi...Hahaha.
Then last week on Monday, i not see him anymore.Menyesal tak,previously my friend ask me to tegur him.No Way.Gile....This is the guy i got a 'small crush' but i didn't dare to tegur him.i don't know y.It think it just as waste.Its tiring,it's sound stupid.It's so childish and i will look stupid.I'm not at my early 20's anymore..daaa....
But he not there on Monday,It's a rainy Monday morning.Maybe he emergency leave.I don't know.On Tuesday he also not appear..damn..yeah he's not there anymore.No more familiar face.
On Wed and Thursday I don't go to work..But on Friday he's there,i can see his scooter at the parking.While i climb the step i can see he look at me hahah perasan sial...and he smile...nasib tak jatuh tangga...
When i reach near his place,he just tunduk and look at his mobile.Still typing sms i though at that time.
But today....to be continue.... ;)

Meet Uncle Hussain - Lagu Untukmu

Lagu Untukmu
Tiada bintang
Dapat menerangkan hati yang telah dicela
Bagai ku lumpuh tak mampu berdiri
Aku tetap begini takkan berubah kerna
Aku tetap aku dan alur hidup mu bukanlah aku
Guna hati akal dan fikiranku
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu
Adakah aku
Hanya bonekan yang enkau sering mainkan
Yang dikawal oleh jari jarimu
Ku punya hati dan perasaan
Pernahlah engkau fikirkan
Cukuplah cukup oh cukuplah
Guna hati akal dan fikiranmu
Berbeza engkau dan juga aku
Dua hati yang tak mungkin bersatu
Tak tahan tak tahan
Sabarku tak tertahan
Melayan sikapmu perawan
Berbeza berbeza
Kau dan aku berbeza
Kita memang tak serupa
Bebaskan
Ku ingin dilepaskan
Kita tidak sehaluan
Cukuplah sudahlah
Sampai disini sahaja
Hubungan kita berdua

Tokwan Saya

Bila abah sms tepat pukul 12pm 24hb Julai 2007,kata tokwan dah meninggal,aku macam tak tau nak pikir ape.Aku baru start keje tempat baru ni tak sampai seminggu.Minggu sebelum tu aku ade balik kampung tengok tokwan aku tapi dia pun dah tak kenal orang.Dah nazak.
Time sampai kat kampung mayat dia dah di kebumikan kami adik beradik tak sempat tengok,rushing dari KL.Sedara-sedara yang dari KL suma tak sempat tengok.
Bila sekarang nak dekat 2bulan kadang-kadang aku teringat kat tokwan aku.Bila aku tengok muka opah aku ,sure aku teringat kat tokwan aku.Last week time Merdeka,kami adik beradik balik Perak, opah aku ade kat rumah kitaorg.Walaupun dia nampak tabah je tapi aku tau dia sunyi,dia selalu cakap kalau duduk kat rumah tak tau nak masak ape,tak tau nak makan ape,tak tau nak sembang dengan sapa dah.Selalunya opah aku akan bebel kat tokwan aku,biasale bebel orang-orang tua.Tokwan aku masa dia ade dia suka pegi kedai kopi kat pekan,dia kayuh basikal je pegi sana,dia tak tau bawa motosikal pun. Masa kitaorg dah besar-besar ni baru kitaorg bawa dia pegi kedai kopi kat pekan tu naik kereta belanja le minum kopi dengan roti canai.
Masa aku kecik-kecik dulu aku tadika kat rumah opah aku dengan adik aku.Kami 3 beradik memang tadika kat situ bile bapak aku balik menetap kat sini.Tiap pagi tokwan aku bawa aku naik basikal hantar pegi Tadika tu kat luar lorong rumah opah aku je.Time kecik aku rasa jauhnye kalau jalan kaki,naik basikal lagi best.Kadang-kadang aku ponteng pegi tadika sebab budak-budak kat tadika tu suka curi mainan aku.Aku ikut tokwan aku pegi kedai kopi,adik aku pun sama tapi dia duduk kat raga depan aku duduk kat seat belakang,kaki adik aku kena ikat dengan kain sebab takut masuk dalam roda basikal.Nama kedai kopi feveret tokwan aku "kedai Jah Maiden".kitaorg dari kecik sure g makan kat kedai tu.Sedap juga mee goreng dia dengan teh tarik.aku rasa le sekarang aku dah lupa rasa dia.Lepas tu ade satu kedai runcit cina tu nama dia "Kedai Mona" ,dulu time nak raya sure tokwan aku belikan bunga api kat kedai mona tu kasi kat kitaorg main, seronok gile time tu bila ingat balik.
Time hujan aku selalu duduk kat tangga batu rumah opah aku, sekarang tangga tu dah takda,selalu sambil lepak ngan tokwan aku dia hisap rokok dunhill dia aku akan nyanyi lagu "Hujan oh Hujan Kenapa Engkau Turun,Macam mana aku tak turun Katak panggil aku sampai habis,lepas tu aku akan tanya tokwan aku kenapa dia suka hisap rokok dia cakap sebab Best,lepas tu aku amik kotak rokok tu dalam tu ade macam emas-emas aku letak kat gigi aku,aku nak buat gigi emas,macam opah aku ade,cool tak?
Tokwan aku senggih je.Bila dah habis masuk darjah 1 aku balik belaja kat rumah aku,kalau tak opah dan tokwan aku suruh duduk kampung belajar sana,tapi mak aku tak bagi.Bila dah besar ni aku balik time raya je or cuti sekolah best betul dulu ade juga aku n adik aku bela arnab tokwan n opah aku jaga.Lepas tu arnab tu lari sebab kawasan rumah opah aku besar lari terus hilang,takpun orang curi.Lepas tu opah aku beli kucing,kucing tu sangat baik nama dia "buang" bila aku tanye opah aku kenapa nama dia "buang" sebab dia kena buang. ;) Kucing tu dah takde pun sekarang dah mati sebab sakit tua.Sejak tu tokwan n opah aku tak bela kucing dah sebab sedih sangat.
Aku pun sedih jugak,sebab kucing tu pandai cium kitaorg,dia feveret opah aku,opah aku treat dia cam cucu opah aku gark.Bila panggil suruh cium dia akan datang dan cium/gesel le pipi kitaorg>sumpah aku tak tipu.
Aku rindu saat-saat masa tu,masa tokwan aku ade....... ;)
Semoga RohNya Di cucuri - Ahmad Bin Dun

ungu-kekasih gelapku

Ungu - Andai Ku Tahu(Muzik Video)

Ungu - Disini Untukmu

Ungu - Demi Waktu

ungu-tercipta untukku

20072007

kinabalu trip ~ 5th july- 9th july..awesome,cool trip,nice & funny people.
20072007 ~ start a new job.... ;)

Letter to Abah~

Hi Abah,

How are you.Hope u in a pink of health.
First of all i wanna to tell u that i already quit my job.
By the end of this month im a jobless.
I'm not strong enough,not strong as you.
I can handle the scope of work,i can't handle the pressure on my shoulder.
I'm so sorry,i really dissapoint you.
Thank you Abah.

God Bless you!
Happy Father Day~

When Your Gone-Avril Lavigne

When Your Gone

If you woke up with superpowers,what would you do?

I'm bored,i'm fat.but i got superpowers.
Erghhhh...
I need one Leica camera.V-Lux 1, rasa nak nangis tengok camera ni..super smooth and super cool..hhmm
I need one I pod video, I need extra cash for me to quit my job and go other place so no more boring in my life.
Aha i need one personal trainer or else i have to attend gym class everyday.
But i love exercise.....
Btw i'm hero.....
Chiows....

cinnamon sugar

my most weaknesses: go in the bookstores finally end up buying 2-3 books..., even not finish or manage to read around still 20 books at home....still in the rack...pembaziran
my 2nd weaknesses: end up eating like mad for a 2 plate of spaghetti.
my 3rd weaknesses: crying like stupid or being such a big losses in frong of fuSDkding macho man.
my 4rd weaknesses: end up buying stuff that im not sure im gonna to use it..

its all pembaziran...:(

by the way yesterday :----> chilling trip was awesome...but chelsea bet mu 1-0..
where is HIM..i wonder.... ;(